OKAY FINE WINTER I ADMIT IT YOU WIN

THREE REALLY LOUD BOOOOOS FOR SEASONAL AFFECTIVE DISORDER

ffff time to talk to my doctor about raising my drug dose

hatred hatred seething seething hatred of dysfunctional brain

Something, something, uh, oh! Yes. Finally got around to seeing the new Hobbit... found it to be, um, underwhelming. Sadly ( Read more... )

Hello! How'd your holidays go? Are you surviving the bizarre weather? Are you enjoying the new year so far? Did your laptop power cable try to kill you this morning ( Read more... )

Oookay. Let's see how long I make it this time! I've gone through the worst of the weirdness (we're now in the overcompensation mode where I am aggressively cheerful but also exceptionally exhausted because faking having energy is dead tiring) so hopefully soon I'll start seeing some real, positive results. Also, I've started taking vitamin D, ( Read more... )

I guess I should post something of substance, it has been like a month, whoops. Between fatigue from either being ill or having autumn allergies, subject line-related family drama issues, and another dose of my brain's own patented abject misery, I have kind of fallen behind everywhere. Man, people with way more problems and things to do keep on ( Read more... )

Had a low day.

And yet, it was strangely devoid of me thinking everyone I've ever been within fifty meters of hates me and thinks I'm an idiot and only tolerates my presence so they can laugh at me as soon as I'm out of earshot.

what is this even(I also spent, what, four whole days being social without once having to go off into a corner and ( Read more... )

The radio keeps blipping out because of all the storms we're having. It's kind of irritating and the here-gone of it is making me pay it more attention than usual. Background noise, you are supposed to only be background noise. You know, that stuff that keeps my brain just occupied enough for me to focus on things I want to focus on, ie, other ( Read more... )

Not sure SE was entirely aware of what they were naming some of these attacks...

ANYWAY. D-did I just land myself a spot in an Expansion Pack Missions static?

eeeeheeeheeeheee! I HAVE NO PROPERLY GIDDY ICON! I need to steal Rana's or something, I like that one. ...But I am going to overload myself with FFXIV icons if I keep this up, so maybe I ( Read more... )

There was a guy sitting on the street holding a piece of cardboard with the above written on it.

...I always think of things to tack onto these entries for above and below the cut while I am at / walking to/from work, and then I always forget them all as soon as I get the door open. Ridiculous.

30 Days of Video Games

( Day 29 - A game you thought you wouldn't like, but ended up loving )

Foggy head + bizarre eating issues + slightly over-dilated pupils. Ugh. It's the pupils that bother me most, actually. I can function with the foggy head, and as long as I don't actually think about food the nausea stays at a fairly innocuous level (admittedly, this makes eating it a bit challenging, but it could be a lot worse) (hahaha I posted ( Read more... )

I do not feel right in the brain-area. Uuuugh. Also, I woke up, sat up, got out of bed without the aid of an alarm clock at 9:30 this morning, which, wow. Been a few weeks since I got up - never even mind out of bed - before 11 without outside assistance. But now I feel all gross and sleep-deprived (I had to get up early yesterday but did not get ( Read more... )